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Phil Script - Broken Bottles and Bad Behavior

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1.	Something Chill 01:39	lyrics	buy track
Money don't come easy now. Neither does love. Shit. Let's get numb. I just need to forget. Let's just be dumb. Ignorance is bliss. Fuck it yeah I ain't too surprised. Ain't the first fucking time. Cause life be treating like a bitch now. Madness it is just like my anger. Fuck I just wanna hit something. I know it's stupid to act like this but right now I feel stupid. Shit I need to check my head cause I think I lost it. My head is gone. I don't know what I did wrong. I need someone to give me some love so I don't need to feel frustrated.
2.	Who Needs Drugs 02:56	lyrics	buy track
Who needs drugs when I stopped taking medication. Fucked up dreams I should be a mental patient. Mad ideas I believe I'm a super saiyan. Keep myself occupied with alien nations. My remote got lost and my mind keeps jumping to another station. Static all around me can't hear myself I lost my patience. Maybe I should see my therapist she likes the payments. At the end of the day I just feel fucking brainless. Fuck it all to hell I'm quitting. Done playing as the fucking victim. Don't need to explain why I'm different. Just need to feel like I'm living. Not alive if I'm not hearing voices. All the demons inside I want to know their choices. I'm dead inside if I keep eating mental poison. I'm done with needing to hide my emotions. Won't hide them. I'm different. These choices Are living voices I won't medicate I don't wanna come back down My worth isn't measured on the ground Move through the air like sound I do better With mentality in the stars Mental clarity is there When the world feels far I finally can look back with care
3.	F*cked up in the Head 02:28	lyrics	buy track
Everyone I know is fucked up in the head. We all try to hide it but it's plain as day. But I don't like to let that shit get me down. Cause if the world goes to hell we'll be prepared. Barely here but still alive Always fear, never night Cause no one's around to play the judge We just get fucked up in love Taken turns feeling cold Jaded but not too old Lost our youth, it was sold Painting pictures of our former goals We just accept it Lay down and take it Lie to ourselves that we ain't in hell Stripped down and naked Goddamn I'm tired of dealing with my motherfucking problems When will they stop, when will I stop being a goddamn loser I can't take it, I used to be a player Now I'm broken and strung out well fuck this I'm gonna shoot somebody for power and violence I feel un-fucking-stoppable, I'm unstoppable I'm a tyrant and my enemies will be silenced
4.	Numbed Out 01:22	lyrics	buy track
Take another picture if you wanted to Do what you will, I don't know if, will it kill you, I don't care now I'm just another dumb motherfucker Looking to get numbed out and I'm drunk now I just need a little sip so I black out I'm popping them back like I don't give a shit about tomorrow or what will follow
5.	debAF 02:05	lyrics	buy track
Another day of making too many mistakes Started sledding at eleven in the morning It's hard to deal with being sober and awake Grab that hennesey and kept that bottle pouring I am depressed as fuck Like all my role models I cover it up Why the fuck am I even alive When I feel better brain dead 24 hours every day and night Do I want to do this again Put me on repeat taking my head for a spin Do I even have the strength to stand Do I really want to do this shit again I am depressed as fuck Like all my role models I cover it up Why the fuck am I even alive When I feel better brain dead 24 hours every day and night Shit don't come easy can't let myself down I'm fucked up for a reason but I don't need to drown It's my life I'll make it and grab me the crown That's right I'm a King How could I forget
6.	Abracadabra 01:49	lyrics	buy track
I read it in the cards Superstitious Staring at the stars feeling their touch This magic Drawing it out Speaking tongues in a haunted house Feed the snake a mouse Watch the life pour out Fuck it let's start the ritual now Abracadabra I summon spirits through matter Mending my heart left in tatters The crystal ball I have shattered Start making movements in patterns Align my star chart with Saturn I hold my staff and my lantern With it my shadows are scattered Spell it out I just need somebody that can make me feel comfy Take me away from the anger that I'm too lonely Give me a promise that they will be my only one Abracadabra I summon spirits through matter Mending my heart left in tatters The crystal ball I have shattered Start making movements in patterns Align my star chart with Saturn I hold my staff and my lantern With it my shadows are scattered
7.	Starbound 03:09	lyrics	buy track
This music is a part of the movement superhuman Broken Bottles and Bad Behavior is a prelude to the foolish They all thought we were fucked up but our souls were getting loosened From the chains of diagnosis but the reality is we are star bound magicians with superhero notions Star bound movements They take the chance to fuck us but they fuck it all up Cause they don't understand that we don't give a fuck Call us crazy but they see that we are crazy in love With not giving a shit about what people think of us Living for the moment and right now is what's up We take a lot of chances but we got a lot of luck Thinking bout the future is for people with a buck But we broke as shit so we just live it up Took a lot of time but I finally think I give a shit About living like a champion instead of living like a dick Fuck the standards I am over it I just want to feel like this is magic It seems irrational that I am acting up But that's because the world doesn't have enough of love Fuck making the motions I am over it I just want to feel like this is magic Can you give me a promise to love me cause I'm a so tired of feeling disappointed. If not I get it Forget I said it
8.	No One Listens 02:43	lyrics	buy track
No one listens unless I pay them to give a fuck No one listens unless I pay them to give a fuck No one listens unless I pay them to give a fuck No one listens unless I pay well what the fuck I'm feeling violent and I can't silence This uptight vibe now I'm feeling fucked up I am angry and I'm indifferent And I feel I lost my ability to love No one listens unless I pay them to give a fuck No one listens unless I pay them to give a fuck No one listens unless I pay them to give a fuck No one listens unless I pay well what the fuck Can someone come help I need somebody else Cause I can't do this shit on my own No one listens unless I pay them to give a fuck No one listens unless I pay them to give a fuck No one listens unless I pay them to give a fuck No one listens unless I pay well what the fuck
9.	No One's Gonna F*ck with my Head 03:01	lyrics	buy track
Momma never let me be diagnosed When I couldn't sleep and I felt broke Felt manic said it once they thought it was a joke Started seeing shit not there didn't let it be spoke Told my Grammy about my dreams she said this kid needs a doctor My moms didn't want her baby boy locked up She said No ones gonna fuck with my kids head Work it out rather than going brain dead Channel his heart and learn how to break bread With the evil inside rather than running from it No one's gonna fuck with my head (but me) Nobody's gonna fuck with my head (but me) No one's gonna fuck with my head (but me) Nobody's gonna fuck with my head (but me) I feel it I'm so alive When my crazy, I let myself refine
10.	Wakeup 02:58	lyrics	buy track
I know it's no surprise that I went and took too much But what wasn't written in the papers is that I didn't want to wake up People think they know me and that I'm just out of touch But I choose to stop reaching out cause one of these days I won't wake up All the lovers want to heal me and the killers want to fuck But none of that can make me better even when I'm fucked up I keep feeling so artificial like I'm barely here I know I'm synthetic counting down the years I can't even feel good I can't even love I hate sounding like I'm bitching but I don't want to wake up I am just looking for peace and silence Please don't get me wrong I am not looking to die at least not yet I just want to feel at home When I am there sitting along Or at least when no one's around Maybe I'm asking for too much I know But I can still hope I'm fucking hopeless Lord knows I know this Don't know the reason why I haven't got better I can't forget it Or else I push rewind Taking the bullet Straight to my stupid Mindless attempt at life It's time to do better I won't regret it Fuck it it's time to try